a quick note...

I am staying home today to study... I know, I know... I should not even be here typing away because I need to have my head buried in a book about some kind of mental disease or addiction... but I woke up this morning with this weird kind of feeling that although I spent tons of time with Amy talking over the weekend and relating to things that we were thinking about and doing together... I feel like there is something out of place and somehow I might be the cause of it... you know... when your wife does not really give you the opportunity to give her a kiss goodbye... there might be something going on that I have to apologize for.... I don't know what it might be... I am just uneasy.